S14 E06 - Results are out!!

While I write this people all around me are getting elated…well some of them.  The occasion is that the class of 2014 of BE of Pune University just got its results of the 7^th Semester. It was a very very long wait. The rule book says that the results should be declared 45 days after the last exam gets over. This time it took 4 months for the University to hand out the results, very much overdue. And we as the students didn’t mind this wait… it was a no care issue for us… but secretly everyone was waiting for the results with bated breath… you can never trust PU. They can flip things and mess them up so fast you wouldn’t even come to know… but then there is no other option but to go along with these useless oafs.

I got my results as well…and surprize… for the first time in my life… I got an All Clear…it means no backlogs and no giving old papers!!! Elation!! For a fact I know most of you won’t think this is a achievement. But for me it is a huge one…though I missed 1^st class by a whisker! The thing is I’m not at all made for engineering…it’s just not for me… I am more of a commerce guy…or a management guy…somehow I’ve dragged myself thru this mess for 8 years…my diploma and engineering. Well it’s all coming to a fantastic end now in a matter of some days…and yeah I am kinda nostalgic… feels legit… every day dragging myself to college and attending those stupid lectures and practical’s… dunno if I’ll miss them or not…can’t say now… just waiting for all this to get over and get a little independent…

I’ve already made a list of things I gotta do after my engineering… life won’t be boring…for sure…and this blog won’t be too!!

Cheers!!! Adios!!

S14 E04 - A Little Ode To Happ'y'ness...

Theres nothing wrong with the title...its ment to be that way...the 2006 movie has been of substantial importance of shaping my life..." The Pursuit Of Happ'y'ness"...I was 16 that time...and due to a major tradedy in my life...happyness was hard to come by...this movie put my heart back in its place...it made me thank the good folks who put me in this world..

Often somethings make you go from a frown to a "Ear to Ear" in a matter of seconds...here's my interpreation of what are those things usually... this is list which is tried and tested...and it works perfectly...

1)Smell of Fresh Coffee....


2) Biting into a Spongy Chocolate Cake


3) Long Bubbly Bath in A Tub Surronded By Candles...


4) Travelling...!



5) Long Conversations over a Star lit sky with Hot Cocoa...



6) Diwali Lights...!


7) Staring into the Clouds from an Airplane....!!


8) Waiting on the Beach with your loved one for the Sun to set...


9) Carousel Lights...!!


10)Instances of Serendipity...!


This is a small list of so many things which usually light up your world...leave your suggestions in the comments if you wanna share your scoop of happ'y'ness...we can make up one more list..!!

Cheers!! Adios...

Chaos...

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From the past two days I’ve been constantly fighting with my inner self…and after m done with that I start fighting with real people. It tends to get emotionally draining to just know that your sole objective of going into a fight is to just release yourself of some pressure. And in my life there aren’t many people who are gonna support me for everything I do…Yeah I hav my girl, but she lives in a different world of her own. Often does philosophical things matter to her nor do they affect her. So the question here arises that what to do when you’re fucking frustrated? I have virtually no inlet to vent my anger out.

I know that is a very typical situation of a 21 year old but then it does make me genuinely unhappy. I’ve tried talking to ppl and in turn people hav tried to put some sense into me. But after a couple of days it all crashes like a caffeine shot. Smoking is not my thing. I tried it, I gave it up… too hard for me to do… Yeah, I drink fortnightly but that just helps for 1 day. It doesn’t make me forget my worries for the next 14 days. It gets all messy in your head. When u fight and in the middle of the fight  u forget what’s going on…that is the time u start regretting the fight. It has happened many times with me... I start the fight for some reason, but the fight ends on some other reason altogether. Life is unfair…it really is…

Last night I got a dream…I saw a grand old man…he represented life…I was quite happy and all smiles in front of him. To this he said “You look very happy boy. Let’s fuck your life up a little bit” I can do no more but to stare at him and hope that he smites me with the least he can…coz there’s a limit to suffering…and I know that I’ve crossed that limit a long time back.

Holding On...To Life...

Cheers...Adios..!!