A Little Something...

Sometimes...All you need is a hug...A tight one...

When your soul is ready to give up…and you never knew how deep it hurts…

Call that someone special…look in her eyes and ask for a hug so tight…

That the pain flows away…your eyes start to sway…Your heart asks to pray…

When you know that the world hurts…and you’ve felt the deepest of vices…

Call that someone special…look in her eyes and ask for a hug so tight…

For it’ll be the ultimate power…will make love an’ heaven come down in a blissful shower…

When you have a pain…when you're crying away with nothing to gain…

Call that someone special…look in her eyes and ask for a hug so tight…

That your world is in those arms…and your mind, body and soul yearns for that charm…

When you are missing those days…when nothing felt disdain…

Call that someone special…look in her eyes and ask for a hug so tight…

That the memories come floating…and you feel that same magic enchanting…

When you falling in an abyss…and no one is there to pull you up…

Call that someone special…look in her eyes and ask for a hug so tight…

As if it’s the only thing you need…and your life is more than happy to have that feel…

The Pineapple Effect…

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I remember this particular effect from a post I had read earlier on Facebook…and I just experienced this same effect a few days back in my college…

Okay it happened that me and a couple of my friends were walking (Won’t reveal their names for the sake of integrity…Theirs and this blog’s.) thru the corridor of our college library. And we were as usual on the lookout of ‘birds’ as we call them…a little respite for the sore eyes working on bloodsucking submissions day and night…when suddenly one of my friend pointed out to me…a bird…yeah…she was not that good...but in our college whatever we get to see is like a bonus…so anyways we were feasting our eyes walking out of the library…I didn't catch the face…so like a trio of hunters we turned back to get a closer look…We caught a glimpse and we stood there waiting to see what comes next…

She comes near and stands next to us with her friend…our ears popping out to hear what she says…and when the 1^st words come out of her…

Daaaammmmnnnnnn ….its screeeeech and dhadam dhud dahd…the same ways cars crash in movies….The voice she speaks is hoarse…and with the u-can’t-place-which-village accent English…it’s all going southwards in your fantasy world…You try to go back to the time when you were happy just to stay away look at her…but no…it doesn’t happen…This my friend is the pineapple effect…U just got pineappled..!!!

We 3 gave each other a look…and got the hell out of there…it was too much to take for any of us…hoping that next time we won’t fall into this trap…hoping…All we could do…!

He Comes…He Blesses…He Departs…!

I’m not a religious kind of a guy…not at all!!! But I have a special connection with this guy call Ganpati Bappa…! Man…he’s like the coolest guy around the lords…Never seems to amaze me how people hav a casual approach with Ganpati…they kinda fear Him...But more so ever they are on very friendly terms with Him…

In Pune (or Poona as I prefer to call it) Ganesh Festival is celebrated at whole new high…it’s like a huge gathering for people belonging to all the races and creeds…But outsiders can feel a little bit out of place if they don’t know what going on in here…I had a friend from New Delhi who had just come to stay here in Poona during the festival…he had some pretty interesting things which I noted down…I had to place some ground rules b4 him in order for him to understand what’s going on…

•         People randomly shouting “Ganpati Bappa Morya” on the streets is very normal. U’ll be given complimentary Prasad if u join them in shouting
•          People can randomly start dancing in the streets just out of nowhere- With music or without music…its very normal…Again…complimentary Prasad if u join them plus a shirt full of sweat…
•          Those huge pots you see on the road with “Nirmalya” are not kept for beautification…it hav got an actual purpose…
•          Eating outside is a boon…U’ll find an amazing number of temporary shacks which dish out some amazing items…Talking about hygiene is not appreciated here…
•          If you have a bag or a big wallet…chances are it will be most likely that u’ll return home without it…Its plump time for pickpockets..!!!
•          Walking will be the best option of transport…your long drive will be reduced to nothing but a petrol wasting outing…
•          Day or Night doesn’t matter…The music will be on 24x7.
•          No…our streets are not red…it’s just the gulal…Without it there’s no Ganpati Festival…Sorry…
•          04.00am is probably the best time to visit the Dagduseth Ganpati…All other time u’ll just be able to see people…not the Ganpati…
•          Yeah…We make huge Pandals and show random stories in loop for the whole day…U’re not supposed to laugh at the mannequins…I know they look funny…But No..!!
•          Drunk people are to be considered as normal people only…They are just enjoying the festival…
•          Enjoy it…you have no other option..!

He gradually understood all these rules…And as it turned out…he enjoyed a lot…I would love to hear from any of you if u know any more of these “Rules”…;)

Hope even you enjoy this festival as much as possible…Be safe…

Adios..!!

The Disillusion of Happ’y’ness

They named the movie wrong…Yeah…they fucking named it bloody wrong..!! You can never ever pursue happiness…it just runs away into some dark place where u can’t see anything…and then after some time it shows us some good flashes just to get us exited. But then it’s the same old story…It all goes down the drain…

I’ve never truly craved for happiness until this moment…I’m 21 years old and yes…I crave for happiness for the 1^st time in my life…is that wrong? Many people would say yes. Most of the adults that is…I hardly care… I laugh...I smile…I do stupid things…inside its totally different…there’s no storm or as such…there that eerie calm u get when u enter some haunted house types..?!? Maybe…yeah…I don’t deserve happiness but then I don’t remember doing anything which will push me into darkness as well…so what is it…

I’m a strong believer of karma…maybe this is my karma then…maybe…this a huge bundle of cockshit over me, which hangs precariously ready to surprise me…Yes karma…I want you to surprise me…not with the cockshit though, but with a little helping of happ’y’ness…!

The Fear…

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As I write this I see no reason why should I reveal this side of mine on public internet…I mean most of the people whom I know tend to keep their personal life to themselves…they hardly let anyone venture into the depth of their emotions or manners…but then…I even know that someone out there…some random person who will read this will somehow understand that what I go thru…that random person will feel each and every word that I write…

I’m facing a particular fear that I’m all alone in this world with the one and only genuine feeling that I have. Sometimes it becomes so frustrating that I have that immediate urge to go and punch someone out of sheer desperation…its controllable...Yeah…but it doesn’t seem to appropriate to give it much of a thought that time…I fear losing my sanity to loneliness… I don’t know if I’m falling short of handing any relationship in a good way…I had this very good friend of mine who was very close to me…one day he got a girlfriend and he changed…and then the mutual feelings just departed…I felt the same way with many other people…

My not being bright in academics or my straight forwardness…or then is it my messed up family problems! What is feeding my fear of being alone…?

The Other Life...

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Sometimes I wonder to myself that what if I would have not taken up engineering? In fact I really regret this decision day in and day out…but I’ve taken it in my hand and I hav no intention of dropping it without completing it now. It’s a tough nut to crack but I’m gonna do it no matter what. But still as I said…there are times when I think that what else? If not an engineer then what?

There are various things which inspire me to think about this what else…a few examples as below…

1] Indian Idol…

I’m a regular singer or vocalist whatever u wanna call it…I was in a band…and searching for a better band…so singing comes to me naturally…but whenever I see this particular reality show, it makes me think more and more about being a singer…maybe it’s the glamour or maybe the appreciation. But I really fall into the trap of the idea of turning into a singer whenever I see this show…!

2] Master Chef Australia…

This is arguably  one of my favorite reality shows I’ve come across…this show is so so amazing and the food they cook is so freakingly beautiful that I can’t help but imagine myself cooking in the fab kitchen that they hav using all the sophisticated instruments and appliances. Just wow… and when I try to cook here in India using the same recipe…it turns out to be quite the same but I bet visually u’ll prefer to eat your own barf…

3] WWE…

Now this might seem a little weird to you but yeah…fighting too inspires me a lot…a look at their 6 pack abs and huge triceps and biceps makes me feel that “Y can’t I have a that kinda bod man!!!”. And the storylines and everything that happens in the wwe is fake but still its fun to be in it and enjoy beating up other ppl... I mean who doesn’t love hitting other ppl…and the icing on the cake is that u get paid to do that!!!

4] Dance India Dance…

Wow…this show freaks me out… the kids and all dancing like crazy in thins show leaves u spellbound…the huge stage and the fun with the anchors…u can’t help but imagine youself dancing there with ppl all over the country watching you and you enjoying every last bit of attention! I would love to be there…

5] Game of Thrones…

Now this fantasy series based in the Middle Ages would seem like a piece of cake for those who don’t know anything about it. But just imagine calling yourself a lord…the head of a glorious house…u give names to your swords…u fight ruthlessly with inferior enemies…you drink wine and feast lavishly…It seems a good life to live, aint it…!

6] How I Met Your Mother…

Who wouldn’t love to live in the big apple…with a bar just below ur apartment and loads of action…with an awesome bro who is ur wingman too…a cute couple who act as ur Mom-Dad…and a female hottie TV reporter friend who smokes Cuban cigars and is a fan of premium scotch…Tat is life aint it? Y can’t I have such a life??? Y??

Well these are just some of them…TV plays a huge part in my life…And it’s my job to imagine stuff…And I enjoy it…!!!

Really......

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Its not gonna scare us...its really not gonna scare us...Bursting one firework after another...do you think it can scare 1.4 billion people? Whoever is doing it needs to understand this that people who don't have a face are not supposed to make noise. First its a simple bakery and now its just a few dustbins...do u really think that doing this will  make the common man stop his work, get scared  and stop going out?
No..He Wont... Tomorrow morning as always he will rise...will take a bath...get a rakhi tied from his beloved sister, sit on his vehicle and back to work...everything is normal ...everything will be normal...

The reason for my absence from the social world from the time the blasts took place and till now was that I was too shocked too do anything...I went off fb and off twitter with the only fear that I will write something stupid in my anger...

People who will read this please know that...this is a very foolish and unworthy effort to tarnish the peace that poona follows and has..we should not be afraid and we should stay together hand in hand...let no one affect us and let no one disturb us...We are....and will be a strong public...and we will ensure that nothing happens to this beautiful city of ours...

And to people who did this...if ever they get to read this... U really cant scare us......Really....

Chaos...

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From the past two days I’ve been constantly fighting with my inner self…and after m done with that I start fighting with real people. It tends to get emotionally draining to just know that your sole objective of going into a fight is to just release yourself of some pressure. And in my life there aren’t many people who are gonna support me for everything I do…Yeah I hav my girl, but she lives in a different world of her own. Often does philosophical things matter to her nor do they affect her. So the question here arises that what to do when you’re fucking frustrated? I have virtually no inlet to vent my anger out.

I know that is a very typical situation of a 21 year old but then it does make me genuinely unhappy. I’ve tried talking to ppl and in turn people hav tried to put some sense into me. But after a couple of days it all crashes like a caffeine shot. Smoking is not my thing. I tried it, I gave it up… too hard for me to do… Yeah, I drink fortnightly but that just helps for 1 day. It doesn’t make me forget my worries for the next 14 days. It gets all messy in your head. When u fight and in the middle of the fight  u forget what’s going on…that is the time u start regretting the fight. It has happened many times with me... I start the fight for some reason, but the fight ends on some other reason altogether. Life is unfair…it really is…

Last night I got a dream…I saw a grand old man…he represented life…I was quite happy and all smiles in front of him. To this he said “You look very happy boy. Let’s fuck your life up a little bit” I can do no more but to stare at him and hope that he smites me with the least he can…coz there’s a limit to suffering…and I know that I’ve crossed that limit a long time back.

Holding On...To Life...

Cheers...Adios..!!

Cousins With Benefits

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Now before all of go wonka over the name of this post let me clear up this with y'all that its not with reference with the sexual encounters...! So please spare me leave this reading if u wanna read something of that sorts... Some "Different" sites could help you with that!!!

Now Then...There is a certain type of different atmosphere in your head when ur with cousins..you are completely unabashed(I learned this word from my friend- Yasho..He uses it a lot!). And u have this openness which you can relate to your close friends. Yes there is no other replacement for the kickass friends we have, but cousins, if ur close enough then they can do the job.

I am fortunate enough to get 3 sets of cousins(3Sets?? U come to know how later or maybe!)

My Dad side cousins are all holed up in the US doing Oh-so professional jobs which don't give them time to talk to us desi's. Baring some sisters who have married and settled down here in India, I like no one! So that group is eliminated! But the people from my mother's side. We all are same age groupers and once we get together its the most kickass time of the year!

So keep your cousins Close..!! They might be the fun element you'll need in those boring family functions or the emotional friends you can talk to without any repercussions.  

Oh enough now...I'm getting an OD from all this senti stuff.

I live in poona and there is this characteristic of typical puneries that, when ur driving you never allow the person to your side get ahead of you. It has become like the patent of puneri driving. And even if The other person gets ahead of you.. U go and catch up with him and then give him a sweet choice of your most likeliest swearwords. Never use words like "Fucker", "Asshole" or "Dumbass". Its most likely that 98% of the driving population wont understand these words and then will just give you u smile thinking that you just complimented them. 

Now then Driving in a Car at peak timing in poona can be really frustrating! There are these teen-age stupid kids(They understand the above words) who drive on their Honda Dio's and Activa's like they are driving a freaking Hayabusa! Now its really impeccable to notice how they drive with such finesse and confidence. Most of them just end up crashing up somewhere and start crying.

This is just a little peek into the life of Puneri driving as we know it. More on that later.

Now The Photo Of The Blog!   

This Photograph was taken by me in the hill station of Panahla. I just love the colours in it.

And the song of the Blog:

The Reason

A beautiful song by Hobbastank. A perfect Break-Up song according to me!

Ok then...

Catch u Up On the next Blog...Cheers..

The Big One...!!

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Well...This is it..The Big One..The first one..!

I sincerely request who ever reading this blog to not follow my updates coz you'll be simply bored by my philosophical talks...Or bored to the core by my dull photographs which I click for hobbies...or you'll just start yawing at my Talks of love and talks of being in a relationship or you'll just crash Ur laptops if u start reading bout me being a part-time vocalist...[Oh...So dull...Right?]

So stay away...scat...!

Look this writing shit is just coz of a suggestion of a friend. he wishes to just tell me that I'm a good writer!! LOL...I wish!!

Bout me- I'm 21 year old college going...good-for-nothing guy ur mom warned you about...yeah the same guy...but ppl say I have a split persona too!!! Well v'll catch up on that in my further blogs..[If There will be any :p ]. I'm walking on the crappy path of engineering...but the fun part of my life is that i live in Poona(Its Pune technically, but i like to call it poona). its such a nice place!!!

So this feature in my blog...For every Blog..I'll Put in a nice photographs that i've clicked

and the second thing will be a song which i like..So today..

Photo

So this pic is of a "Pussy"(obviously). Had clicked it when I was out with Friends!

The Song of The Blog

Hey There Delilah!!!

Check It out..A beautiful song bout a girl who is far away from the singer and he wishes to capture every moment of her even though she's not near.

Today is my 1st  blog..so this was just a walk into to a stupid life of mine...Much more to come next time..Keep Up...Stay Connected...

Adios..Tata..!!