Chaos...

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From the past two days I’ve been constantly fighting with my inner self…and after m done with that I start fighting with real people. It tends to get emotionally draining to just know that your sole objective of going into a fight is to just release yourself of some pressure. And in my life there aren’t many people who are gonna support me for everything I do…Yeah I hav my girl, but she lives in a different world of her own. Often does philosophical things matter to her nor do they affect her. So the question here arises that what to do when you’re fucking frustrated? I have virtually no inlet to vent my anger out.

I know that is a very typical situation of a 21 year old but then it does make me genuinely unhappy. I’ve tried talking to ppl and in turn people hav tried to put some sense into me. But after a couple of days it all crashes like a caffeine shot. Smoking is not my thing. I tried it, I gave it up… too hard for me to do… Yeah, I drink fortnightly but that just helps for 1 day. It doesn’t make me forget my worries for the next 14 days. It gets all messy in your head. When u fight and in the middle of the fight  u forget what’s going on…that is the time u start regretting the fight. It has happened many times with me... I start the fight for some reason, but the fight ends on some other reason altogether. Life is unfair…it really is…

Last night I got a dream…I saw a grand old man…he represented life…I was quite happy and all smiles in front of him. To this he said “You look very happy boy. Let’s fuck your life up a little bit” I can do no more but to stare at him and hope that he smites me with the least he can…coz there’s a limit to suffering…and I know that I’ve crossed that limit a long time back.

Holding On...To Life...

Cheers...Adios..!!

Cousins With Benefits

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Now before all of go wonka over the name of this post let me clear up this with y'all that its not with reference with the sexual encounters...! So please spare me leave this reading if u wanna read something of that sorts... Some "Different" sites could help you with that!!!

Now Then...There is a certain type of different atmosphere in your head when ur with cousins..you are completely unabashed(I learned this word from my friend- Yasho..He uses it a lot!). And u have this openness which you can relate to your close friends. Yes there is no other replacement for the kickass friends we have, but cousins, if ur close enough then they can do the job.

I am fortunate enough to get 3 sets of cousins(3Sets?? U come to know how later or maybe!)

My Dad side cousins are all holed up in the US doing Oh-so professional jobs which don't give them time to talk to us desi's. Baring some sisters who have married and settled down here in India, I like no one! So that group is eliminated! But the people from my mother's side. We all are same age groupers and once we get together its the most kickass time of the year!

So keep your cousins Close..!! They might be the fun element you'll need in those boring family functions or the emotional friends you can talk to without any repercussions.  

Oh enough now...I'm getting an OD from all this senti stuff.

I live in poona and there is this characteristic of typical puneries that, when ur driving you never allow the person to your side get ahead of you. It has become like the patent of puneri driving. And even if The other person gets ahead of you.. U go and catch up with him and then give him a sweet choice of your most likeliest swearwords. Never use words like "Fucker", "Asshole" or "Dumbass". Its most likely that 98% of the driving population wont understand these words and then will just give you u smile thinking that you just complimented them. 

Now then Driving in a Car at peak timing in poona can be really frustrating! There are these teen-age stupid kids(They understand the above words) who drive on their Honda Dio's and Activa's like they are driving a freaking Hayabusa! Now its really impeccable to notice how they drive with such finesse and confidence. Most of them just end up crashing up somewhere and start crying.

This is just a little peek into the life of Puneri driving as we know it. More on that later.

Now The Photo Of The Blog!   

This Photograph was taken by me in the hill station of Panahla. I just love the colours in it.

And the song of the Blog:

The Reason

A beautiful song by Hobbastank. A perfect Break-Up song according to me!

Ok then...

Catch u Up On the next Blog...Cheers..

The Big One...!!

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Well...This is it..The Big One..The first one..!

I sincerely request who ever reading this blog to not follow my updates coz you'll be simply bored by my philosophical talks...Or bored to the core by my dull photographs which I click for hobbies...or you'll just start yawing at my Talks of love and talks of being in a relationship or you'll just crash Ur laptops if u start reading bout me being a part-time vocalist...[Oh...So dull...Right?]

So stay away...scat...!

Look this writing shit is just coz of a suggestion of a friend. he wishes to just tell me that I'm a good writer!! LOL...I wish!!

Bout me- I'm 21 year old college going...good-for-nothing guy ur mom warned you about...yeah the same guy...but ppl say I have a split persona too!!! Well v'll catch up on that in my further blogs..[If There will be any :p ]. I'm walking on the crappy path of engineering...but the fun part of my life is that i live in Poona(Its Pune technically, but i like to call it poona). its such a nice place!!!

So this feature in my blog...For every Blog..I'll Put in a nice photographs that i've clicked

and the second thing will be a song which i like..So today..

Photo

So this pic is of a "Pussy"(obviously). Had clicked it when I was out with Friends!

The Song of The Blog

Hey There Delilah!!!

Check It out..A beautiful song bout a girl who is far away from the singer and he wishes to capture every moment of her even though she's not near.

Today is my 1st  blog..so this was just a walk into to a stupid life of mine...Much more to come next time..Keep Up...Stay Connected...

Adios..Tata..!!